AM THE ‘ONE’ OR NOT?!??!!

 

It’s not like

That I don’t know who I am?

It’s not like

That I don’t know what I was?

It’s not like

That I don’t know what or who I will be?

 

It’s for you to realize

Whether am good or not

It’s for you to recognize

Whether am able or not

It’s for you to decide

Whether am I the one or not

 

It’s not like

That I don’t know what I should be doing?

It’s not like

That I don’t know what tasks I have to fulfill?

It’s not like

That I don’t know what expectations I have to live up to?

 

It’s for you to understand

Whether I will change or not

It’s for you to comprehend

Whether I will prove myself or not

It’s for you to believe

Whether I should be the one or not

 

It’s not like

That I don’t know what I am getting into?

It’s not like

That I don’t know how difficult the path is?

It’s not like

That I don’t know what all I have to achieve?

 

It’s for you to think

Whether I am capable enough or not

It’s for you to consider

Whether I will be perfect or not

It’s for you to trust

Whether I am the only one or not

Imagine

Imagine there's no boss
It's easy if you try
No junior below us
Above us only dry (dope)
Imagine all the S&H people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no deadline
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no brief too
Imagine all the S&H people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday S&H'll join me
And the world will be as one

Imagine no client
I wonder if you can
No need for revenue or returns
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the S&H people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday S&H'll join me
And the world will live as one (Maa Kasam)

Life Goes On...

In every human life,
there are some moments when one is sad and depressed
Frustrated from every zone of life,
And feel like leaving everything & going away
And Life Goes on ...

Some moments in which
one is wrapped with tensions
one wants to get out of them
and fly high in the sky
But can’t run away, and life goes on ...

Some moments in which,
one who adores hurts sentiments,
one needs a support, a shoulder to dry on,
But doesn't find one, and life goes on ...

Some moments in which one gets tired of life
or so intensely hurt that one wants to die
one wishes to end up with
life at that very moment, and life goes on ...

And in every human life one day arrives
When there is a big halt to one's life.
And then the people cry
and show that they were concerned

Then the question arises
Do they wait for one's death,
To care, To understand the one
If so, then wait till death and until then
LIFE GOES ON ...

Reminds me of YOU:

 

The chirping of the birds in the early morning, reminds me of your shrill voice

The cadence of the verdant trees, reminds me of your strong poise

The rumbling of the playful leaves, reminds me of your silent noise

Wherever I go, whatever I do, whenever I am blue

It reminds me of you, only you

 

The pleasant breeze in the summer evening, reminds me of your flowing mane

The composure of the stoic sun, reminds me of your resolute mind frame

The crushed but ever smiling grasses, reminds me of your theory ‘no pain, no

          gain’

Everywhere I go, everything I do, everytime I am without clue

It reminds me of you, only you

 

The beauty of the azure clouds, reminds me of your eternal smile

The calmness of the empty roads, reminds me of your self-imposed blissful exile

The determination of the diligent ants, reminds me of your fruitful journey

        towards infinite miles

Anything I do, anywhere I go, anytime the options are few

It reminds me of you, only you

 

I have never met a person so true

I have never seen a person so fresh as dew

I know for sure, people like these are very few

Till the time I met you

I swear to myself,

It’s only YOU -2

 

The Story Of My Life

I never say I am not important,
It simply isn't true,
The fact that I was born,
Is proof, God has a plan for me.

The path may seem unclear right now,
But one day I will see,
That all that came before,
Was truly meant to be.

God wrote the book that is my life,
That's all I need to know.
Each day that I am living,
Was written long ago.

God only writes best sellers,
And I am proud of who I am,
My character is important,
In this book I am the Star.

I enjoy the novel as it unfolds
It will stand throughout the ages,
I savor each chapter as I go,
Taking time to turn the pages.

Yesterday by Bobby

Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Suddenly
I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a brief hanging over me
Oh, yesterday
Came suddenly

Why It  (the brief)
Had to come I don't know
It wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

Yesterday
Work was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Why It  (the brief)
Had to come I don't know
It wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

Yesterday
Work was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

(hum to "I believe in yesterday, MAA KASAM")

Who said life is gonna be fair and easy

 

When was the last time I smiled?

Took myself out for a ride

Crossed the fields and mountains

Traveled for a hundred miles

 

I can’t remember

Life has taken a toll on me

Inhaling and in my sense

I am…

But at what expense

 

When was the last time I cried?

Let the tears of joy roll down my cheeks

Played pranks and was upto my tricks

Had fun and left everyone in a fix

 

I can’t remember

Life has taken a toll on me

Beating and in my sense

I am…

But at what expense

 

When was the last time I arrived?

Walked amidst applauses with pride

To avoid the reception had to hide

Was on the happy side

 

I can’t remember

Life has taken a toll on me

Beating and in my sense

I am…

But at what expense

 

 

 

… Kya rakha hai jeene main (in Hindi):

 

Ek muskurahat chahta hoon tere chehre pe

Chahta hoon dekhna tumhe hastein hue

Tumhare chehre pe raunak dekh jeta hoon

Varna aur kya rakha hai jeene main

 

Tumhari khushi hi mera darpan hai

Tumhari muskaan mere jeevan ka aaina

Tumhare aankhon ki chamak parchaiyee hai mere aastiv ki

Varna aur kya rakha hai jeene main

 

Tumhe dekh rom rom khil jata hai

Prafullit ho jata hai mera jahan

Tumhare ek jhalak ko marta hoon

Varna aur kya rakha hai jeene main

 

Pata hai mujhe ek din beechhar jaogi

Magar yaadein toh apne paas hai

Yaad kar tumhe saans leya karenge

Varna aur kya rakha hai jeene main

 

Tumhari judaai ka mujhe gum nahin

Na pane ki sikaan habbi hai

Bikhre hue motiyon se aaj bhi sapne saja raha hoon

Varna aur kya rakha hai jeene main

 

This Too Shall Pass

If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be

If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge someone loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me

If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too

Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know someone will break all of the chains

That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near.

Nothing Else Matters:

 

I know you don’t have any feelings for me

I also know that you don’t have any affection for me

But, I really do want to know

Will you cry the day I die?

Or even that day too I will be dry.

 

I know you don’t have a crush on me

I also know that you don’t even love me

But, I really do want to know

Will you feel sad the day I am laid?

Or even that day too I will be dead.

 

I know you have never thought about me

I also know that you have never given me a second look

But, I really do want to know

Will it be a day of sorrow, when I am no more?

Or even that day too your eyes will not pour.

 

I know I don’t mean a thing to you

I also know that you have nothing to do with me

But, I really do want to know

Will you get emotional, the day I am gone?

Or even that day too I will be listening to my own death song.

 

I know there’s no one who cares for me

I also know whether I am there or not, it hardly matters

But, I really do want to know

Will you care for me after I have left?

Or even then too I will be empty handed cursing my ill fate.

 

I Am Only Me

I am only me, that is all that I can be
No more, no less, don't second guess

I love, I laugh, I live and cry,
I've wished at times, that I could die

Some days I'm funny, others I'm not,
sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop

I am a loyal and honest friend,
You know that I'll be there until the end

I am a pal/buddy, my friends my greatest gift,
The smiles on their faces always give me a lift

I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too,
to the love of my life, I'll share this with you

I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,
I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told

I am not perfect, I do have my faults,
unintentionally at times my good side is at halt

Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be,
because when I hurt, I hurt deeply (of course myself)

My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,
because I don't always do things for my own good

I have many facets, like a diamond you see...
I am only me.

 

Irony called life

 

We all are pedestrians of this world

A world too good to be true

Getting hammered day in and day out

Still people are ready to screw

 

 

Where others extinguish their appetite on gourmet

We enlighten ourselves on humble pie

Insatiable craving for glory leading nowhere

Dying every day with no one to cry

 

Hobbling with a ray of hope

Encountering a speeding train at the end of the tunnel

Performing impeccably on the world theatre

Getting stoned immaculate riding our own funeral

 

Someday, somehow we will rise to the occasion

With the false belief and surreal conviction

We are wandering the pretentious lanes

To make it big one day which is nothing but an assumption? 

Who am I?

 

Every night, every day

With every move to every sway

From strangers to my own guy

I have only one query

Who the fuck I am?

Who am I?

 

A blunder of my parents

The Almighty’s faux pas

A foundation of destruction

A bundle of mish-mash

Or a cheap product of crash

 

Tell me lord who am I?

 

Every night, every day

With every move to every sway

From strangers to my own guy

I have only one query

Who the fuck I am?

Who am I?

 

Unknown to my own self

Alien to others

No one to call my own

No friends or a brother

A piece of shit in human leather

 

God! Who am I?

 

Every night, every day

With every move to every sway

From strangers to my own guy

I have only one query

Who the fuck I am?

Who am I?

 

A moving-talking vegetable

A charming loser

High on hopes, full of dope

Worshipper of Satan

Surviving somehow, finding life hard to cope

 

For heaven’s sake, tell me who am I?

 

Every night, every day

With every move to every sway

From strangers to my own guy

I have only one query

Who the fuck I am?

Who am I?

Surviving with a sole aim to die

Without tears I do often cry

No a single soul to say Hi

Waiting to bid the cruel world goodbye

Who the fuck am I? -2

I am singing my own song

 

Just ‘coz

I am doing it right

I am too bright

I am on everyone’s sight

I am the spot-light

 

Doesn’t gives u the license to say I am wrong

I am singing my own song

Chest-thumping, I am not

But, I am – the King Bong

I am singing my own song

 

Just ‘coz

I am all over the place

I am taking every asshole’s case

I am making a strong base

I am the almighty by God’s grace

 

Doesn’t gives u the license to say I am wrong

I am singing my own song

Chest-thumping, I am not

But, I am King Bong

I am singing my own song

 

Just ‘coz

I am the Butch and the Kid

I am lost and the lead

I am the control as well as the greed

I am a true friend in-deed

 

Doesn’t gives u the license to say I am wrong

I am in tune

I am singing my own song

Chest-thumping, I am not

But, I am King Kong

I am singing my own song

Count Your Blessings

I've never made a fortune,
and it's probably too late now.
But I don't worry about that much,
I'm happy anyhow.

And as I go along life's way,
I'm reaping better than I sowed.
I'm drinking from my saucer,
'Cause my cup has overflowed.

Haven't got a lot of riches,
and sometimes the going's tough.
But I've got loving ones all around me,
and that makes me rich enough.

I thank God for his blessings,
and the mercies He's bestowed.
I'm drinking from my saucer,
'Cause my cup has overflowed.

I remember times when things went wrong,
My faith wore somewhat thin.
But all at once the dark clouds broke,
and the sun peeped through again.

So Lord, help me not to gripe,
about the tough rows I have hoed.
I'm drinking from my saucer,
'Cause my cup has overflowed.

If God gives me strength and courage,
When the way grows steep and rough.
I'll not ask for other blessings,
I'm already blessed enough.

And may I never be too busy,
to help others bear their loads.
Then I'll keep drinking from my saucer,
'Cause my cup has overflowed.

When I think of how many people
in this world have it worse than I do.
I realize just how blessed I am,

I really do.

In The Web of Thoughts

In the night with the fragrance of flowers
I was thinking about the world……..
so many thoughts,
so many worries,
I was thinking about myself………
So many concerns,
So many duties,
The night was passing like this only…..
In the web of thoughts,
I was putting more knots of many thoughts only……


I started thinking about the flower,
So beautiful,
So fragrant,
I asked to the flower
In this darkness, who will admire u
Why only at night you grow fresh and bright
Why you don’t want admiration
What you get from this darkness


The web started opening itself,
The flower started talking to me,
The answers came as questions to me,
The flower started asking to me…….
Why you have always concern about others
Why you always think about others
Why you are limiting yourself because of others
Listen to your heart,
Listen to your soul,
Listen to what God is saying,
Always do what you feel,
Feeling does not create worry….
Saying of heart does not give concern…..
It gives freedom….
It gives thoughts…..thoughts not to put knots
Thoughts to free you
Thoughts to make ‘YOU’.

 

In Times Of…

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...
Yet finds no direction.

My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...
Yet it somehow eludes me.

My eyes seek out visions in times of want.
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...
Yet they cannot see the light.

My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.

My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.

My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.
It poses intense questions that demand answers ...
Yet there are none to be found.

 

I search for my owness

I m lost

r u still there to hold me or...

i m seriously lost

 

1.     I’ll respond with something random about you

THE BIG BOSS

2. I’ll challenge you to try something

U CAN’T STOP DOING TAGS, NO WAY

3. I’ll pick a color that i associate with you

M COLOURBLIND.

Jokes apart.

BRIGHT AND BUBBLY (PINK)

4. I’ll tell you something i like about you

     I HATE NOTHING ABOUT YOU

     (i m so afraid to tell the truth)

5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you

U ASKED ME IF I AM SUFFERING FROM AMNESIA. OR WAS IT SOMETHING ELSE… hehehe

6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of

     SOCIAL ANIMAL

7. I’ll ask you something i’ve always wanted to ask you

     WILL U PLEASE REPEAT THE QUESTION?

8. If i do this for you, you must post this on yours

     POST NOT POSTpone

 

HURRAY, IT’S OVER, IT’S OVER, IT’S OVER.

what a relief? :-)

 

The Light Of Friendship

I've seen the light
And it's in you,
In everything you are
And in everything you do.

It's a perfect light
That shines for all to see.
It radiates from you
And has pierced the heart of me.

The light is from a friend.
It's a light that keeps me warm.
It lets me know how loved I am,
And keeps me safe from harm.

To you my friend I am thankful,
In each and every way.
For you lift my spirits up,
With every passing day.

To know that you are there for me,
It makes me feel alive.
Because it is your friendship's light,
Upon which my love thrives.

Thank you isn't good enough,
But they're the only words I know.
It is your light of friendship,
That gives my world it's glow.